Physicist found the atom, and in defining this as the densest absolute form of solid mass inside of a living organism it did in fact give off vibrations of sound due to its living mechanics... AMAZING! 
To make a long story short, years later the study continued and grew into deeper realms of realizations. Physicist found that inside atoms were protons, neutrons, electrons, and even further they found that inside these “trons” was in fact a nucleus in which they would orbit. Even more amazing, to me, is that THEY STILL FOUND SOUNDS.
So, fast forward a few more years and WOW physicist dug deeper to find that inside the atom were the “trons” (pro, neu, elec) inside those the nucleus and now their newest discovery "Quarks" and “Leptons” which are inside the nucleus.
How amazing is that? I tell you how amazing it is, the leptons and quarks still made sounds stemming from their vibrations
So why am I regurgitating the past 50 years of these physicist explorations? Well, its certainly not to give a lesson on our molecular structure there are folks that will read this that are far, far, far smarter than I. I’m simply explaining what, up until this point in my life, has been the most amazing sound that I have, or have never, heard. I wonder what it sounds like?... I wanted everyone to know what I thought that sound would be because yesterday my answer to the question “what is the most amazing sound?” completely changed.
I’m here to tell you when our doctor walked into the room and said,” ok lets see if we can hear this baby’s heart beat..”, placed the mic on Meredith’s stomach, and I heard our soon to be first borns’ little heartbeat… …. … I was frozen. Wow, without words I did truly feel weightless. Now friends, that sound without a doubt was THE MOST AMAZING SOUND I have ever heard. That’s right I can’t believe it, I’m gonna be a Poppa! (not our Baby, just a google image)
A lot of you are reading this and saying, “Oh Lord, Taylor White a daddy? What’s the world come to?...” I know I feel the same. Very undeserving I am to first of all be married to someone like Meredith, and now to be given the favor of having a child… what a miracle! Many of you reading this are mentors of mine and many of you are going through similarities like this of your own, and I congratulate you.
To the mentors, and you know who you are, I covet your guidance and influence. There are some wonderful parents reading this and I strive to do the same. I’ve got a lot to learn so any nuggets of truth you feel like sharing with me to “nibble on” I fully embrace. If you are a prayer, I do also covet your prayers as you have mine for you and yours as well.
I apologize for the longevity of this message, but what a big deal this is for us!! I just don’t know how to put it into words. Meredith and I have been looking forward to being parents so badly and I just can’t believe we have been given the opportunity.
(not really us incase the animation fooled you,... google image again.)
Meredith is 12 weeks,
and this has definitely beenthe hardest secret I think I have ever had to hold on to.
(whoa! not Meredith just another google image, who's mother is this anyway...
Andre the Giants'?)
I never really had an appreciation for the true miracle of conception until the last year or so of my life and I guess this, seemingly endless message, is #1 a small way to go on record admitting my perplexity, confusion… “rattled” state of mind as to how we have been given this opportunity and #2 making this celebrative occasion public. WE”RE HAVING A BABY,
(again, just another google image, not the real test. How gross would that be?...)
The 4 Musketeers!!!!!
Thanks to everyone for being a part of this! God Bless!!
